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Buchmesse in Leipzig.. back... cosplay~
Mar. 25th, 2005 01:23 amWell.. back from leipzig and it was a lot of fun... we had a huge tenipuri meeting on sunday and.. yay I had a lot of fun. There was also a bit stress and well a big deal frustration but I will write about that later.. The stress is a part of every con so it's okay. Fun because we really got nearly all of out cosplayers and did so much fotos and well.. it was cool meeting a bunch of very cute, nice and interesting people. ^^; Tenipuri is very famous today o.O there were 3 pot groups on stage at the cosplay.
Frustration?
1. The printing of my doujinshi and my manga didn't work. They weren't able to sent it in time.. so I arrived there, met my-chan and Cara, who was supposed to bring the prints along and... had nothing.. at first it wasn't that tragic. It wasn't their fault. So I didn't blame them.
2. There was the first doujinshi/manga sale ever in germany and I wanted to be part of it. SO after seeing all these good artists and the well.. feeling of it I became really frustrated. I wanted to be part of it. I have the feeling that I missed a big chance... As I said I was frustrated. I still am and can't explain how much.
3. Cosplay. Well I KNOW we weren't that good. We messed up quite a bit.. but.. I so hate it when the winners are ALWAYS girls with almost nothing on. WHY? there were a few good and originally groups and I think their cosplay was worth more than just throwing their clothes off and posing ><;;; Thats a point which annoys me.. a LOT. BEcause... Do they think sewing a costume which doesn't look like fantasy isn't worth to earn attention? Gnah... just my point of view... but well..
4. Meeting all those wonderful people also showed me I'm not a quarter as satisfied with myself and my skills as I want to. I am at a point I just think I am not good and will not be able to change that. It also frustrates me and annoys me. That doesn't mean I am stopping to draw or sth like that.. but I saw that I am not flexible and spontaneous enough. At this rate I am able to say I can stop if I want to.. I soo want to do nothing... really nothing. Bah.. I don't think anyone understood my rants.. ><; gomen ne..
Cosplay Pix: http://www.livejournal.com/users/makikoigami/140714.html
I'd like to explain my points a bit more but I am tired.. and I want to go to sleep ^^; have fun, view the photos ^^
Frustration?
1. The printing of my doujinshi and my manga didn't work. They weren't able to sent it in time.. so I arrived there, met my-chan and Cara, who was supposed to bring the prints along and... had nothing.. at first it wasn't that tragic. It wasn't their fault. So I didn't blame them.
2. There was the first doujinshi/manga sale ever in germany and I wanted to be part of it. SO after seeing all these good artists and the well.. feeling of it I became really frustrated. I wanted to be part of it. I have the feeling that I missed a big chance... As I said I was frustrated. I still am and can't explain how much.
3. Cosplay. Well I KNOW we weren't that good. We messed up quite a bit.. but.. I so hate it when the winners are ALWAYS girls with almost nothing on. WHY? there were a few good and originally groups and I think their cosplay was worth more than just throwing their clothes off and posing ><;;; Thats a point which annoys me.. a LOT. BEcause... Do they think sewing a costume which doesn't look like fantasy isn't worth to earn attention? Gnah... just my point of view... but well..
4. Meeting all those wonderful people also showed me I'm not a quarter as satisfied with myself and my skills as I want to. I am at a point I just think I am not good and will not be able to change that. It also frustrates me and annoys me. That doesn't mean I am stopping to draw or sth like that.. but I saw that I am not flexible and spontaneous enough. At this rate I am able to say I can stop if I want to.. I soo want to do nothing... really nothing. Bah.. I don't think anyone understood my rants.. ><; gomen ne..
Cosplay Pix: http://www.livejournal.com/users/makikoigami/140714.html
I'd like to explain my points a bit more but I am tired.. and I want to go to sleep ^^; have fun, view the photos ^^
