mit dem bus ins buddhistische paradies

So the Connichi is already over. OHMAN it has been over a year since we've been to a Con here. I really missed it. <3

( LOTS OF PICTURES mostly our group behind the cut )

Convention is over.. i t was a lot of fun not much stress.. but i lost some nerves despite of that but that wasn't haaaat harmful X3

Friday:
- started at 6 in the morning, drove to gamesh, drove to nneko and then changed the cars and then drove to elfelina
- arrived in Kassel at 12:30 and searched a parking lot.. found one and waited for the man to give us the keys
- had a total surprise because our location was THAT cool. Really. I wanted to stay there. ;_;
- we did an easy start without stress and arrived a bit late at the convention but that was okay ^^~ the Yami Cosplays are always much preparation ...
- met nyrnaetial and finally FINALLY made some pix (see below) *_* *sigh* YES i am happy.. about that.
- it was a bit messed up because inui waited and that was a bit.. @___@
- 22:30 made some noodles and got to bed at 1 or so
Saturday:
- got up early cause I had to be at the fireangels stand
- but as i expected.. we were't in time.. so i went ahead with linchen
- arrived there and still got "bad vibes" from chiron.. at least i tried *sigh*
- talked with Keri while sitting at the fireangels table *_* that was a very nice time
- i got some money there XDDD hoo.. but .. the interesting part was that people actually came and said they like what i'm doing ^^ That was worth more than money hoo
- didn't think that so many people were actually interested in the anthology.. and i have to say it looks really good ^^~
- talked with crow and that was interesting too cause I realized i am not allone hating some translations and stuff (wincing in sync when hearing "verliebter tyrann" was very funny XDD)
- i missed to talk to iruka.. damn.. she was so busy ;_; ... *sigh* nah.. maybe next time
- missed the bleach fotoshoot.. was a bt sad about that bu on the other hand not because i din't do ANY bleach.. which still makes me even sadder ;___;
- saw some unbelievable awesome cosplays *___* me was very happy
- on the other hand saw very much... BAD things.. I won't tell about here
Sunday:
- late again but I had to wait.. because I had to drive *sigh*
- some recognized our damekko cosplay XD~ made me even happier
- missed lili, banshee and Sorako and only saw touichi, sakura, dani, hoshitachi, miuu and sley for .. lets say 5 minutes? ;__;
- had some "enlightments"
- finally (!!!!!!!!) got to cosplay Kamisama *___* pix below ^^~~~ Virgil-sempai *_* Argh.. i've waited too long to do this.. .. i wanted to do emilio but I will wait till we are 3 *_*b >__> that damn coat..
- nearly as much work as sewing the coat was finding out what his name was XD
- got myself finally koisuru (japanese!) and the Matsumoto Temari artbook X3 AAAAND buchou bought me this: ( Pic ) Harr harr harr~

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( Yami Cosplay pics + Kamisama  )

Peace Maker, Digimon, Bleach, Other and Damekko Doubutsu Pix will follow ._.

Yay..

I'm back at home... means in Berlin and what can I tell? Nothing... Oh wait. I visited my parents which was really relaxing, met my best friend after a little eternity and being on a vacation.. kind of.

We went to Hamburg and I visited my grandmothers and well.. it was cool. Being back in berlin means i have stuff to do ;__; i will start drawing and then saturday my dad will come and help my sis with her flat, cause she finally found one and I have to help, too.

Otherwise I am a bit disappointed? Mhm, not satisfied is the better word I think. I would like to stop studying and doing something else but I always tell myself to go on and just DO it. But it is so hard to actually do. And I am... well lazy in certain points and I hate myself for that *bangs head on desk*

And I am considering stopping cosplay and visiting cons.. but I KNOW I won't do it. I just know I can't ... ack *bangs head on desk again*

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Some Convention updates and Cosplay:

Etoo..mhm.. connichi fotos are here: http://animexx.4players.de/fotos/fotoreihe.php?id=12153 and Japanfestival is here: http://animexx.4players.de/fotos/fotoreihe.php?id=11803

I finally got to wear that Upgrade-Version of Ishida! *bonce* I think the Quincys are gay but stylish :3 it was a lot of fun but afterwards I got ill ;__; But Ryuuken was fun and I still don't like the Byakuya cos but I looove Yumi~ *.*

And... Did I mention I want a Ichigo? I want some BuriCure! Well~


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Some information:

BURICON@mmc

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And , I said I made some icons... ( here they are! )

... and tokyo hotel is a dump kids band ;_; What the hell is wrong with germany?? Wasn't sarah Connor enough?

UPDATES
VANIRA-Cosplay: (german) [ Conneko pictures & Yami no Matsuei Cosplay pix ]

Well.. survided a terrible organised.. no a not organised convention but it was okay.. I met a lot of very
nice and cute people ^.^

I've also seen the probably highest concentration of bad cosplayers EVER!

But I won't tell more of it, the people I mean won't recognize it and well I don't have the urge to rant about bad cosplay. It was just bad. But there were also a lot of very good and nice cosplays.. There was a Super Mario cosplayer wich was just great. ^-^ He was so in character.. really, he even talked to his friends and off-stage like Mario... with this italian accent ..i was quite impressed.. ^^

But... it was fun.. we cosplayed Rikkai Dai again and sunday Death Note. And I noticed, I really really do like L ^^;; Sweets and Coffee...^.^

Otherwise I'm feeling kinda depressed.. not really but there's a hint of depression... I feel useless and I didn't manage to draw a picture I'm satisfied with. Also I am not able to catch up with university which makes me feel really stupid. I have no money and can't get a job, even if I want to I still have to abandon university to work and I don't want to do that ><;;

But I also don't have energy to do any of my goals and projects.. ><;;; all I want to do is.. nothing.. o.ô and I really hate myself for that. *shrugs* can't be helped. I also feel very stupid for believing I'm good enough... I hate cons for seeing so much good people..ACK I think I'm going to throw myself out of the window.. mhm no.. that would be a mess. Okay, pills then? o.ô

My parents are coming for a visit tomorrow and well.. free japanese food.. yay ^^ that'S the only highlight so far ^__^