mit dem bus ins buddhistische paradies

So the TV is.. somehow.. working .. btu sometimes it just goes off. or has strange stuff on it but i think i know whats wrong. nah so i just have my fingers crossed and hope for the best.

Today i had a wonderful evening with my sis and we talked about old series.. *.* I had to search for the old german openings.. :D so here's a little bit of my childhood.

Ogowad looking back now.. those series are so much junk. Really. JUST junk. xD but i loved them all.


Oh starting with the old cartoon stuff. But no particular Order. but all stuff i watched and loved (i KNOW there are more but i did not like them xD)

AH and those songs. *___________________* AWWWWWWWW


( alot vids mostly cartoons from the 80s/90s XD ALOT )

Seems like i'm doing Sakuraba with Short hair now, since the wig-seller is too stupid >_> and the other one is .. short ._. NARGH

mhm .. yes i'm bored i'm too unmotivated to do art x__X or what i thought i was but obviously no one other things so >___>;; YES i could ramble months about it...cause im unsatisfied and unhappy and whatnot x___X

*goes throwing some waterballoons* .__.

oh did i mention: i lost my fucking bank card. YAY fun with life again =_=;

Oh i forgot to mention: I got a new haircut ^^;; I said not too short but well~ now it looks like Luppi XD strange somehow ._.

otherwise i'm being lazy and try to surpress my nervousness.. but that works. abit.

Mhm, so i went to Fukuzawa and... he was late. Fine I thought.. that wasn't a good start. After all it began raining while we were on the train =.= and then... there were other students as well and i had to wait. Funny thing: Inui came and wanted to have his "schein" as well... so... i could talk with him a bit. Yes, i was nervous o.o i didn't realize it till afterwards.

After waiting 40 minutes to be in turn.. it was over after 2 minutes. he signed, i showed him my texts and left @-@;;;;;;

and rigth after that the sun was breaking through the cloudy sky o_ô that was corny. Somewhat.x_x

... kind of


after days of screentoning that anthology entry I am baaaaaaaaaaack *insert evil laughter of doom here* well.. I think it's not that bad. I will post it some time soon. hehe.. mhm what else

Ah.. I knwo.. i wanted to rant about the Princess Princess Drama WTFFFF???? really.. woah.. i love seiyuu for that X3
honestly after watching the episodes I came to like the Anime.. really.. soo stupid. But the drama is wayyyyyyyyyyyyy stranger @.@ not to mention alot gayer... i think Shihoudani is not that well casted but Mikoto is PERFECT! XD i think they still have to do more of that kirakira stuff but the soundeffects are just fun X3 Hehe

AND Koisuru~~~~ a new chapter.. Woah.. beware I'm SO gonna cosplay that! Boha..


otherwise shikachimaru and northernbanshee were visiting us for the weekend and it was very funny *_* we had a lot of fun, ne? I think the whole potsdamer platz thing was.. scary but interesting.. somehow. Mhm we did some sighseeing which I always like and then visited the zoo and some other points. Then sunday we made some bleach pix.. *_* the makeshift Matsumoto was wayyyy to cool for me. Shika *_* hehe.. wouldn't have thougth that using a skirt and parts of byakuya would look that good X3~
We will upload the pix soon ^^; shika, I'm sorry for beeing not that talkative but I guess I am still abit shy .__.v AND THEN IT HAPPENED: I didn'twantobutthosetwomadeuswatchitarghireallydidn'twanttoaskallthepeoplewhowherethere-wewatchedouran ;______________________________; I didn't want to see it because ALL the world seems to watch and like it and I was sure i would like that too and I still have too much fandoms to fangirl over and too much cosplay ideas.. but but but .. yes I am.. am.. am.. addicted now ARGH SHIKAA~ ;_; then you have to cosplay Lobelia with me ò___ób *nods*

hehe *dances away in a swirl of cherry blossoms*

KIRSCHBLÜTENGEDÖÖHNS~


(yes doing nothing else than screentoning and staring on the screen is not good for your health. honestly. look at me @.@)

WHY WHY WHYWHYwhywhywhy.. .... my fav song.. WHY? Ronan Keating.. WHY cover it??? I think I'll nevernevernever turn the radio on again. EVER! I think I died a thousand times hearing my fav song as a cover version I HATE THAT! I absolutely hate it when bands use the ideas of others to get money with it.. I know.. there are people who do it out of other reasons.. BUT That was Ear-rape.. I think it is the same with ALOT of other songs.. isn't there anybody who can write their own ideas? O.ô and why the fuck do suddenly all people like that song which was never a hit before ;___; world is just a unfair place...

[edit] OF COURSE it's ronan keating covering the song not other way round.. =.= Do I look like liking ronan keating? ;___;

but I'm so tired of it. gnar..

My parents+my grandma+my granpa+my aunt+my cousin+my brother+mysis and her BF are coming for a visit this weekend, wich means I should to a bit more but I don't have the energy rigth now.. I feel utterly exhausted about a few things... ^^,; Really. I'm tired of fandoms (not tired to watch alot anime but the fandoms and being into a fandom I mean), tired of cons I'm even tired of cosplay.. just don't want to anymore ^^;; (yeah I know.. who will be sewing a costume 1 weelk before the next con? Me ._.)

But who cares *shrugs* I mean..

I wanted to review.. or do sth similar to a review ^^;

( Paradise Kiss  )D
( King of Bandit Jing TV )
( fate stay night )

I think I will go for more Jump series then X3 they are better ^-^~

I'm tired,

I need more coffee. Period.

Yay..

I'm back at home... means in Berlin and what can I tell? Nothing... Oh wait. I visited my parents which was really relaxing, met my best friend after a little eternity and being on a vacation.. kind of.

We went to Hamburg and I visited my grandmothers and well.. it was cool. Being back in berlin means i have stuff to do ;__; i will start drawing and then saturday my dad will come and help my sis with her flat, cause she finally found one and I have to help, too.

Otherwise I am a bit disappointed? Mhm, not satisfied is the better word I think. I would like to stop studying and doing something else but I always tell myself to go on and just DO it. But it is so hard to actually do. And I am... well lazy in certain points and I hate myself for that *bangs head on desk*

And I am considering stopping cosplay and visiting cons.. but I KNOW I won't do it. I just know I can't ... ack *bangs head on desk again*

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Some Convention updates and Cosplay:

Etoo..mhm.. connichi fotos are here: http://animexx.4players.de/fotos/fotoreihe.php?id=12153 and Japanfestival is here: http://animexx.4players.de/fotos/fotoreihe.php?id=11803

I finally got to wear that Upgrade-Version of Ishida! *bonce* I think the Quincys are gay but stylish :3 it was a lot of fun but afterwards I got ill ;__; But Ryuuken was fun and I still don't like the Byakuya cos but I looove Yumi~ *.*

And... Did I mention I want a Ichigo? I want some BuriCure! Well~


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Some information:

BURICON@mmc

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And , I said I made some icons... ( here they are! )

... and tokyo hotel is a dump kids band ;_; What the hell is wrong with germany?? Wasn't sarah Connor enough?

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well I did a lot of sewing lately (actually 4 days non stop ^^;;). We're going to cosplay bleach at the AnimagiC at the end of july.. Nfu~ I'm looking forward to it.. cause shinigami outfits are really comfortable ^.^ okay.. and hot ><;; *caughs*

Otherwise I'm a bit down for feeling like a real loser lately. As I said, my kitchen was flooded, my mobile phone broke (and will cost 300Euro for repair, which I don't have but it was a present.. ><;)... I have toothache... and an artblock. And if I'm very close to drawing I get down, cause I see so much good artists and just think I suck ><; I really do... Usually I take that as encouragement for being better than I am but.. lately there is no progress. No REAL progress. But nonetheless I want to THANK you all, who are watching me and supporting me. Love ya~~~~~ I'll do my best...

By the way.. german television sucks...

Oh. and did I mention that Suwabe is utterly and completely mentally ILL?? I mean... BUNNY EARS? And Takahashi Naozumi is hot? I think I.. need to put him in my closet where the other bishis are *drools* Really...

New Orange picture: [Part IV: Aki ]

[WP Part IV: Aki ]

And Personal stuff:

Well I'm off to my family for some days but I will be back sunday.. but I will still post some things..maybe sketches ^^;; because they have a scanner :3


anyways... have fun *hugs you all*