Conneko and some thoughts

[layann]

UPDATES
VANIRA-Cosplay: (german) [ Conneko pictures & Yami no Matsuei Cosplay pix ]

Well.. survided a terrible organised.. no a not organised convention but it was okay.. I met a lot of very
nice and cute people ^.^

I've also seen the probably highest concentration of bad cosplayers EVER!

But I won't tell more of it, the people I mean won't recognize it and well I don't have the urge to rant about bad cosplay. It was just bad. But there were also a lot of very good and nice cosplays.. There was a Super Mario cosplayer wich was just great. ^-^ He was so in character.. really, he even talked to his friends and off-stage like Mario... with this italian accent ..i was quite impressed.. ^^

But... it was fun.. we cosplayed Rikkai Dai again and sunday Death Note. And I noticed, I really really do like L ^^;; Sweets and Coffee...^.^

Otherwise I'm feeling kinda depressed.. not really but there's a hint of depression... I feel useless and I didn't manage to draw a picture I'm satisfied with. Also I am not able to catch up with university which makes me feel really stupid. I have no money and can't get a job, even if I want to I still have to abandon university to work and I don't want to do that ><;;

But I also don't have energy to do any of my goals and projects.. ><;;; all I want to do is.. nothing.. o.ô and I really hate myself for that. *shrugs* can't be helped. I also feel very stupid for believing I'm good enough... I hate cons for seeing so much good people..ACK I think I'm going to throw myself out of the window.. mhm no.. that would be a mess. Okay, pills then? o.ô

My parents are coming for a visit tomorrow and well.. free japanese food.. yay ^^ that'S the only highlight so far ^__^

Comments

[terraharpel.livejournal.com]

*big hugs* !!!

and no your best highlight today will be metting me :D

-terra-

[layann.livejournal.com]

Yes.. right.. that was a point I was looking forward to... the movie was quite good ^^; *hugs*

[touichi.livejournal.com]

Nya, weiß zwar net, worauf genau du das I also feel very stupid for believing I'm good enough beziehst, aba lass dir eins sagen:
Du bist toll! ^_____^
*dranpapp*

Aba was die ganzen gedanken von wegen uni, job etc angeht, kann ich sehr gut mit dir mitfühlen... so gehts mir grad nämlich auch irgendwie ~.~
Aber he, solange du etwas hast, worauf du dich freuen kannst, kann das Leben doch gar net so schlecht sein, ne? Ich zB freu mich tierisch darauf, euch schon so bald wieder zu sehen ^.^~
*umknuddelz* *herz*

[layann.livejournal.com]

myooo~~ danke danke... ^^;; ja aber "du bist toll" bringt dir in einer sehr unzufriedenen phase nicht wirklich was... beispiel: ich mach douji, weil viele sagen, wär kuhl und bla und "ja mach es" aber kaufen wills auch keiner... also hätt ich es auch lassen können ><;;
und das lässt sich in vielerlei hinsicht übertragen ^^;; aber egal.. mir gehts schon ein bissle besser..

krank bin ich zwar immernoch *rumhust* aber ich nutz die Zeit wenigstens ^^;;

na ma schaun, was das alles so wird.. -.-