Buchmesse in Leipzig.. back... cosplay~

[layann]

Well.. back from leipzig and it was a lot of fun... we had a huge tenipuri meeting on sunday and.. yay I had a lot of fun. There was also a bit stress and well a big deal frustration but I will write about that later.. The stress is a part of every con so it's okay. Fun because we really got nearly all of out cosplayers and did so much fotos and well.. it was cool meeting a bunch of very cute, nice and interesting people. ^^; Tenipuri is very famous today o.O there were 3 pot groups on stage at the cosplay.

Frustration?
1. The printing of my doujinshi and my manga didn't work. They weren't able to sent it in time.. so I arrived there, met my-chan and Cara, who was supposed to bring the prints along and... had nothing.. at first it wasn't that tragic. It wasn't their fault. So I didn't blame them.
2. There was the first doujinshi/manga sale ever in germany and I wanted to be part of it. SO after seeing all these good artists and the well.. feeling of it I became really frustrated. I wanted to be part of it. I have the feeling that I missed a big chance... As I said I was frustrated. I still am and can't explain how much.
3. Cosplay. Well I KNOW we weren't that good. We messed up quite a bit.. but.. I so hate it when the winners are ALWAYS girls with almost nothing on. WHY? there were a few good and originally groups and I think their cosplay was worth more than just throwing their clothes off and posing ><;;; Thats a point which annoys me.. a LOT. BEcause... Do they think sewing a costume which doesn't look like fantasy isn't worth to earn attention? Gnah... just my point of view... but well..
4. Meeting all those wonderful people also showed me I'm not a quarter as satisfied with myself and my skills as I want to. I am at a point I just think I am not good and will not be able to change that. It also frustrates me and annoys me. That doesn't mean I am stopping to draw or sth like that.. but I saw that I am not flexible and spontaneous enough. At this rate I am able to say I can stop if I want to.. I soo want to do nothing... really nothing. Bah.. I don't think anyone understood my rants.. ><; gomen ne..

Cosplay Pix: http://www.livejournal.com/users/makikoigami/140714.html

I'd like to explain my points a bit more but I am tired.. and I want to go to sleep ^^; have fun, view the photos ^^

Comments

[xuchiha-sasukex.livejournal.com]

*einfach mal ganz doll knuddel*

*sich ja selbst schon ends über die cosplay bewertung aufgeregt hab* >.

[asynjur.livejournal.com]

Sorry to hear you missed out on the first manga sale, I'm sure you'll have other chances. Glad to hear you had some fun in spite of the frustration. And as for your art skills, well, you know I just adore you!