[fanart] IchiIshi #1 -pink + ;__________________________;

[layann]

ARGH WHY

I repeat:

WHY

is ALWAYS something like this happening: I want to cosplay sth.. and the very day I decide I will do it.. I find out that there will be lots of others doing it.. or.. I am totally and utter determined to draw.. then I draw and I am totally satisfied with my work and then I want to share it or show it to someone and THEN someone who is wayyy better hay wayyy more fans (I don't think I even have some) uploads sth.. ARGH.. today..this fanart.. and.. what do I see??? One of my personal goddesses, means an artist I TOTALLY adore and love has become a bleach fan and.. is now drawing IchiIshi and .. well I love it. I could drool to whole day over her work but why the heck does she have to post it this very same day ;___; why why why .. I feel so hated.. I feel so unloved. and.. blargh.. dont ask. anyway I though I might share ;_;
I was really satisfied and a bit proud of it but.. now I .. just feel like shit. Thank you world, you are being very lovely to me right now. thank you very much)

Text is by makikoigami

Comments

[layann.livejournal.com]

ich fühl mich ja nicht gehasst.. nur ein bisschen verarscht.. ^^;; is immer so.. merkwürdig, ich freu mich und dann .. passiert irgendwas und es hat die gegenteilige Wirkun ._.~