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layannARGH WHY
I repeat:
WHY
is ALWAYS something like this happening: I want to cosplay sth.. and the very day I decide I will do it.. I find out that there will be lots of others doing it.. or.. I am totally and utter determined to draw.. then I draw and I am totally satisfied with my work and then I want to share it or show it to someone and THEN someone who is wayyy better hay wayyy more fans (I don't think I even have some) uploads sth.. ARGH.. today..this fanart.. and.. what do I see??? One of my personal goddesses, means an artist I TOTALLY adore and love has become a bleach fan and.. is now drawing IchiIshi and .. well I love it. I could drool to whole day over her work but why the heck does she have to post it this very same day ;___; why why why .. I feel so hated.. I feel so unloved. and.. blargh.. dont ask. anyway I though I might share ;_;
I was really satisfied and a bit proud of it but.. now I .. just feel like shit. Thank you world, you are being very lovely to me right now. thank you very much)
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makikoigami
I repeat:
WHY
is ALWAYS something like this happening: I want to cosplay sth.. and the very day I decide I will do it.. I find out that there will be lots of others doing it.. or.. I am totally and utter determined to draw.. then I draw and I am totally satisfied with my work and then I want to share it or show it to someone and THEN someone who is wayyy better hay wayyy more fans (I don't think I even have some) uploads sth.. ARGH.. today..this fanart.. and.. what do I see??? One of my personal goddesses, means an artist I TOTALLY adore and love has become a bleach fan and.. is now drawing IchiIshi and .. well I love it. I could drool to whole day over her work but why the heck does she have to post it this very same day ;___; why why why .. I feel so hated.. I feel so unloved. and.. blargh.. dont ask. anyway I though I might share ;_;
I was really satisfied and a bit proud of it but.. now I .. just feel like shit. Thank you world, you are being very lovely to me right now. thank you very much)
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Date: 2006-04-27 06:51 pm (UTC)danke nochmal^^; Ich weiss nicht, so GANZ aufhören vermutlich nciht, aber derzeit bin ich nah dran. Sehr nah. ._.
Was? keine ahnung, so genau weiss ich das nicht. Die Buchmesse war einfach nur kacke, dass ich einfach keine lust mehr auf nochmal soviel stress (und auch mit div. Leuten im Nachhinein) hab ^^;
Yoo. wenn wir photos machen und das is ja geplant, dann lad ich die auf jeden fall hoch und sag bescheid ^^;
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Date: 2006-04-28 09:55 pm (UTC)in dieser hinsicht hoffe ich echt, dass es nur ne phase ist, und dass sie wieder vorbeigehen wird ;_;
*dich umarm*
naja gut ^^;
bei uns war sie auch sehr durchwachsen... auf diverse leute habe ich grossteils auch keine lust, aber ich versuche diese so gut es geht zu ignorieren und mich auf die zu konzentrieren, die ich wirklich sehen will
*knuddl*
danke! ^^